Sunday, 1 March 2015

An Afternoon Visit to Self Realization

You can read. You can write. You can talk. You can walk. You are a person with senses. You woke up this morning. You are healthy. You have parents. You have a good life. You are alive and kickin! But you still make a fuss about the things you don't have. The truth is you have eyes yet fail to see. You have ears yet fail to hear. You have hearts yet fail to love.. 
Yesterday I got a chance to visit an orphanage run by Missionaries of Charity Sisters. It was nothing but an eye-opener! Little did I know that a small experience would leave such a huge impact on me as an individual, as a human being as I can't stop cribbing about the iPhone that I don't have or the Aldo shoes my mom once promised to buy me. I fight with my parents for lame reasons. I spend money shopping for things I’m never gonna wear in my life. I waste food. But have I even once stopped and thought about that child who goes to sleep without eating or the homeless kid lying on the street with no warm clothes in a cold winter night? India is a country where 269.3 million people go to sleep empty stomach! Next time when you waste food think about it!
So coming back to my experience at the orphanage.. It was nothing worldly! It was divine. It is when you see such joyful happy faces that you do realize that God does exist and that you have been taking your life for granted. They were once lost but now are found. They have a name. They have an identity. They live in the same world as you and me do. But what is so different about them and us? We have everything and yet are unhappy. We want more and more and more. We are materialistic in nature. We’re never seemed to be satisfied. Can't help it! It’s so deep in the blood. Our life is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. But they are different because they have nothing materialistic. They have the love of sisters and brothers that is everything to them, a hope for a better tomorrow and a more inner peace that we definitely lack. 
As we entered a room full of children, as chirpy as the birds in a garden, as pretty as blossoming rose buds. Their eyes sparkled at the sight of a bunch of us as we entered into the room. A few of them mixed up with us like we visited them every week, while a few of them were sitting in the distant corner, staring straight into our eyes, piercing our souls.
I met a 13 year old girl named Ritu affected with down syndrome. She doesn't talk, only smiles. She is very fine even with her deformity. I couldn't help but weep in my heart. I met another kid with infirmity – Payal, 4 years old, she kept asking my friend who had a guitar to keep playing for her and she herself wanted to play guitar all by herself! Another little kid I met was Khush. Khush is of 7 years. Very intelligent I must say! He wants himself to be clicked and then also see how the picture looks like! 
Despite all their liveliness, I could somehow sense the distant pain, the longing to have someone who would not just visit them once a month or year, but take care of them forever! It indeed moved me to witness those little ones, disowned and dejected little ones who deserved so much more in life. I’d like to quote a verse from the bible “I will not leave you as orphans; I will come back to you.” These kids are not orphans because they are loved and cared by these great sisters who love them selflesslyI can’t but help admiring them who have sacrificed their lives entirely for the homeless, the destitute, the differently abled.  It gives me a greater realization that my life on earth has a purpose. This has definitely instilled a sense of positivity and compassion in me. Now, I have an optimistic approach towards my life. I value everything in my life and thank God for whatever he has given me.  To end with i'd like to quote a verse from the bible - Romans 8:38-39 "I am certain that neither death nor life, neither angels nor principalities, neither height nor depth, nor any creature will be able to separate us from the love of God." 


Some glimpses from our visit!
                              That's Payal! Our future guitarist!